Hello....
really wanted to spend more time with you this week because since you are free....
but couldnt....
overwhelmed by work and production, which is more work....
sometimes i wonder, although I want to spend time with you, not sure if you wanted.... afraid that i enthusiastically want to meet up but you don't wanna... i understand the irritating feeling that someone keep disturbing you although you just wished that he left you alone....
mismatch of expectations....
I don't want to be the one who caused the irritating feelings......
Sometimes I also unsure whether I am paranoid or not... cause it seems that i always am the one who ask you want to go here and there... and then you say ok, keep quiet and then not sure if you really wanted to do....
sometimes i wonder if you are just very nice and accomodating... its fine.. but i dont wanna be accomodating....
the very fact that i dialogue everything out shows i dont know you well enough....
guess just couldnt breath from work....
then why is it that i spend time to write here instead of finishing work?
because 1) you are important to me (AWWWW) 2) there is so much work to do that I don't know where to start :-q
i need a hug....
a proper one...
do you provide free ones?
haha
take care...
see you soon....
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