Sunday Blues

Hello....

Once again.... haha

looks like you can really get something called the 'Sunday Blues'

Today, the sky has been grey all day long.....

The weather was cool... we encountered rain occasionally.... but the grey skies made me feel blue and lonely all day long.....

Wonder how the sky over at your side look.... or what you were doing today.... Guess the same old physical exercises I did when I was in PTP

We had devising today... for the play next march.....

After the session, I left.... alone...

Thats the part I hate about ARTivate sessions.... After the rehearsals, the fun sessions together, everybody seemed to have something to do..... somebody to meet.... somewhere to go.... someone to go off with....

And most of the time, I have nowhere to go, nobody to meet, nothing to do, no one to go off with......

I can't stand the thought.... And cannot bear going it alone....

So most of the time.... I take taxis back home.... speed up the process..... or just to force myself to be alone without others to remind me that I am alone.....

Tomorrow the September holidays end.... So I have to go back to school.....

Don't feel like it... but no choice.....

But I felt fortunate, cause on Sunday night, I am at home, preparing myself mentally to go back to work.... And not out there doing something.....

Take care my friend....

Just wanted to say...... miss you alot alot....

haha